Im going to write myself a little thing for the heck of it since i can't post anything, my first DA friends are gone, and no one ever comments on anything. So here we go :3

AP exams are coming up and I am so scared. Based on my past timed essays for Lang, I normally do good. But when faced with only two essays to write in 80 minutes: i didnt finish my argument essay and hardly got to my second point, and my rhetorical analysis essay was shabby at best. Then, my Art History reviews are making me realize that I know nothing about the Middle ages with the Byzantine, Romanesque, Late Antiquity, Gothic... or anything about Chinese and Japanese art. I also have all my dates mixed up and remember few. I dont even want to start on my Ap US history stuff. Im getting better with decades, events, and the movements of women and African Americans but I screw up most of my dates, presidencies, and political acts. I can hardly remember anything about the Great Awakening (1 and 2) or about Reconstruction. t.t

But you know what. Im not giving in.

I WILL pass these exams. I have to believe I will or the stress will kill me. Tests are just a small part of life and I need to focus on better things than this.
-Like my friends at school and here on DA- the ones that are left anyway.
-My family should be getting as much time as my homework does on my part. Why am I the only one not eating dinner with everyone else?
-I need to start walking again-I miss my music and my health is getting worse.
-And my art.
I miss it so much. I can't even make good digital art anymore its been so long since ive used a mouse.

No more negative Linz, only positive will get you through. Just like it always has. Just like it always will.

                                                                           -to me